The Lundbergs :)

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

present and future

mmkkk so lets see....what has gone on in my life lately...not much. kyle is doing amazing. he got two commitments for baptism. which i was really excited about. it was only his first few days out too. so thats awesome! i just sent him a package with candy and chips and pictures. i cant wait to send the next one...which will most likely be for his birthday. he has asked for a book. which i'll get for him. plus some more ties and other stuff he needs. haha he says the people in his apartment say that how did he get such a beautiful girl to go out with him and they say that i wont wait for him...he laughs and tells them that i will :) which i will. i never was the type of girl to go out on dates every weekend. thats just not me. so thats not going to be a problem. i already know that ive met the one! he was like and dont forget, i'm wearing a pink tux...our wedding colors are pink and brown....i was like good luck with that. anywho...still looking for a second job...kinda hard when no one is hiring. but i just need to be positive and pray that someone will hire me. i need to start saving my money. i'm hoping that if i do get a second job, i can put one check into savings and one into checking. that will help me a lot. school is alright. kinda behind...gotta catch up...things get in my way...i get too distracted...i just cannot concentrate...i'm thinking i have add...along with other problems that cause me to stress so much. i mean it runs in my family...i swear i have the worst genes ever. its not fair. its not right either. like why me? why do i have to have everything wrong? ugh! but whatever. i just need to take one step at a time. hopefully, i'll be able to see someone and that will help me a lot. hmmm...oh so i wanna loose like 30 pounds...i was like hey i'll get a lap band...ha yeah right...i went to the website...and well i dont weigh enough. you have to be like 100 pounds overweight inorder to get one. i just need to watch what i eat, how much i eat, how much exercsise i get and all that fun stuff. a friend is going to help me with that. she said getting a lap band will be good for me as long as i eat right and exercise...well she doesnt know that you have to be 100 pounds overweight.....everyone has something about them they want to change. with some people, its getting a boob job, or facelift...with others, its being thinner. i want to be thinner. i will need help but i can do it if i really put my mind to it...but i cant concentrate long enough to tell myself i can do it. also, my sleep patterns are all messed up so therefore, my eating habits are bad. i should be eating three meals a day along with small snacks here and there. well i eat like one meal a day with numerous snacks. thats not good. and this is why i would like to learn how to cook. i'm sure its not hard...i just need ingrediants...and i cant spell...and food in order to cook. maybe i'll take a class here at school. that would be fun. i dont know why i started this blog....the only person who reads it is my mother...ha just like the movie julie and julia or whatever its called. see, that would be a fun thing to do...go through a whole cookbook and cook everything in there. i wish i had the time and money to do that. anyways....i often wonder which of my friends will be married first...i mean there are like 2 that have gotten married already...but like which one of us(out of the group i normally hang out with) will get married first. a lot can happen in like 2 years...i'm not the only one who is bound to get hitched....i just cant wait till my friends do get married. it will be cool to see who they marry, where they get married at....a lot of my friends arent lds so it would be cool to go to a non lds wedding....i've only been to like two receptions...i hardly remember them. well i'll update more when i get home....annette wants to go get food....later blog world!

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