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kyle gets to call home tomorrow!!!! im so excited! happiest day in like three weeks! emails and sends snail mail which i get very excited over. i love when he writes me. its one of the only things that makes me truely happy lately. im sure that will change soon....i hope. its just that things with myself arent all that great. but im going to change it and hopefully i will be a much happier, and a much more social person. also tomorrow, i'm going to the irish cultural center with my cousin! happy st. pattys day!! so that should be fun. kyle also leaves for dc tomorrow as well, thats why he gets to call home. it seems like everyone in my family is getting sick....sad to say i feel it coming too...oh no! i hope i dont get pink eye like the rest of them. or else i wont be able to work! so far, its just a sore throat. im hoping that goes away. i also got invited to this princess thing with the girls in the singles ward. that should be fun! i wonder if we can dress up like princesses...cuz i wanna wear my pretty princess prom dress haha. ohhh its spring break...a few friemds went to vegas...they didnt invite me...well guess what? theyre not getting invited to come to california with me for my birthday over the summer....ha. so im stuck at home...well ive been at my cousins house for the past couple of days...no money to do anything so we've just been hanging out and watchin movies and such. im sure none of this makes any sense...oh well. its my blog and nothing has to make sense. im pretty sure i also have homework to do...ugh i just dont want to do anything but sit and stare at the tv...i need a girls night out. i need to be with good friends who can make me laugh and who i know wont do anything dumb. those are hard to find....but im hoping that will change. i just wanted to thank all the wonderful girls that are in my life and who have helped me along this broken path that i;ve been on. im not making any sense like at all. maybe i should stop typing now.